I would like to say how much I love my friends. Seriously, they care so much about me it makes me smile. Sometimes I feel kind of alone, but I really do know they will always be there for me to fall back on just like I’ll be there for them.
Sorry if I’ve sounded crazy lately. Things have been a little all over the place.
There’s another thing that has been bothering me. A couple days ago I found out that while Doug and I went out, he didn’t always tell me everything. I guess I knew that, but my “source” told me that he had dropped his English class because he wanted to find a job and join the navy. I knew both of those things, but not the dropping classes part. It makes me angry and sad that he never told me. I was always there for him, but he never really told me what was going on in his life. It makes me question our whole relationship. It makes me lose any sympathy for him. It also pisses me off that he won’t even talk to me. I wished him a happy thanksgiving…and didn’t receive one in return. If I could say something to him, I would say Grow Up and Mature. I hope he reads this. And I want him to know, no matter what BS he puts me through, I’m still here for him, like I am for any other person. Maybe I should just stop caring though.*end of angry/sad rant*
I love my friends. You know you who you are. (hope for happy post soon :)